Wow!! I havent been on here in such a long time!  well nothing really is new, just here working my butt off!  still aint got my first paycheck but soon!  i gotta take lil scrappy to the vet because his back leg is hurting him  but besides that nothing really!

Greg told me last night that they are sending him to another area for about a week and that we wont be able to talk  .... im nerves about that!  but he sayes he will b ok... because he is SUPERMAN!    i miss him so much!  I cant wait till he just comes home already!!!  It should go by fast.... well hopefully!!!

Me and Greg have so much to look foward to once he comes home!  To a weekend he has planned for us... which is.... he is going to take me to scotsdale and get me a really nice dress.... and then we are going to go eat at the melting pot! afterwards we are going to go dancing and then back to a nice hotel room, and stay there the weekend!    How exciting, hehe..... 

And then we look foward to when we live together, married, kids... all that good stuff!!!

But i better run gotta work tomorrow! 

lol

LATER GATOR!!!

I LOVE GREG AND MISS HIM SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!

Well this week is almost done!!!! YES!!

That means less weeks to go until Greg comes home!! I am so happy!!!

As for yesterday i am working on handeling it, so that i am safe... as far as correctly. 

But today was my first day at work that we were open!!!!  :o)  yay, it was fun, but i worked the slow shift so it was a lil boring at some times, they even had to send me home cuz it was to dead   :o(  and that sucks because i need money!!! but anyways that is all exciting for today!!!

Talk to ya later!!!

I Love Greg!!!!

Scared, of the unknown...  Why would you lay a hand on me??? Why would you do that??? I aint sad about it no more!  I am MAD!!  Mad at the fact that you would continue to think about me, dream about me, and wish i was there with you every single f**kn day!!!!! Mad that after 3 months of not talking to you and finaly recovering you go and stab me again by calling me!!! Dont call me!!!  I dont want to f**kn talk to you!!!!

You called me today from an unknown number... i have been getting prank calls recently and one time a male said hello!!! I know it was you... are you scared to try to talk to me??? You should b mutha f**ker!!!   because I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU!!!!!!You think after you gave me 11 bruses that i am going to want to have anything to do with you??? HELL NO!!!! So get to step'n and dont turn around!

I am very upset right now... and scared!!    I dont really know what to do.... i need some advice...

Ok everyone well you all know how i have had 2 interviews at the smoothie shop opening in my town!! well good news!! I GOT THE JOB!!  So yay!!! lol thats about the only exciting thing that happend today!! nothing else really, lol

C-Ya!!

Hmm... lets see how should i put this.... o i know....

Stop having kids if you dont even take care of the ones you have!!!

I know gurls who are still young and are woking on thier 3 or 4 child and they dont even take care of the ones they have!  Damn it keep your legs shut or dont b have'n sex, or get on the pill!!! It just upsets me! 

DONT PIN YOUR CHILDREN ON OTHERS!!!!

Well i had interview number 2 and it went really good, i think they are going to hire me... well at least i hope so! 

Scrappy bit keali'i in the face today my parents say... i wasnt at the house i went to get a money order, and well my mom said that keali'i went up to scrappy and started hitting him and scrappy snaped at the baby's face.  And now Keali'i has a little cut on his upper lip and two scratches on his nose... My mom said my dad wanted to kill my dog!   I really dont feel like living here no more i mean, scrappy shouldnt have done that, but yet the baby should have been hitting him but he doesnt know no better.  I dont know.... just makes me sad.

But ya my day hasnt been that great!  So ya... hopefully tomorrow will be better.... 

hey everyone!!!

well the interview was pretty good!  well they called it an interview, i think they just wanted to meet who they were going to hire, it was pretty relaxed!  and they said that they were looking for someone like me... then later on in the interview they said that the mans wife would be giving me a call for a second interview if they were interested in me!  Ether Monday or Tuesday!  and well it is almost going to be tuesday and still no call!  so ether when they said they were looking for someone like me ment they are interested in hiring me or they are looking for someone like me but it isnt me... so who knows guess we will find out!!  So wish me luck and cross your fingers!

On the other hand me and greg keep arguing.  Not about big things just about little pointless things...  It has to be because we arent together, because i would see why else we would be arguing so much!  We love each other and he said he was talking to a buddy over there and he said that when it is your first time out there and you have a girlfriend back home, it is hard on both and so you tend to aruge.  He said for him not to worry that everything will work out if we are ment to be!  Well all i know is that i am not giving up!  I am going to marry that man!!! And well i hope that he doesnt give up on me!  And i dont think he will!! 

And then on the other hand, well no i mean foot i only have two hands... lol life with the parents is ok... keali'i is getting so so big!! and learning to do so many things!!! i love him so much!!! he is a great kid, difficult because he wants to get into everything but its ok because he is learning, and it just stresses everyone out but, we all love him!!!

Well it is storming and my baby Scrappy (dog) is crying and barking because he is scared!  Gotta run!! My poor puppy chow!!! lol

What a day!! What a day!!!

You will never guess what happend today to me at 12:45 in the afternoon!!! Well i was talking to Greg and he caught me so off guard!  And he started telling me how much he loved me, and how much he cared.  We have been talking about getting married but no one has  ever really ask'd the question.  Until today!  Greg asked me if i would marry him!!!! And of course i said yes!!! O my gosh!!!! I started to cry when he asked me!!! I am so happy!  So i guess you could say i am engaged now!!!   He said that once he gets back home from afghanastan he will get me my ring!  But that is just a ring, and i dont need a ring to show me how much he cares!!! I love him so much, he is so sweet!  Even though we argue... well actually what couple doesnt, but i love him! lol  I love him so much!  But see the stuff we argue about is stuff that we can really controll and it is never about anything big, its just ether me or him just over react to something, or we just misunderstand each other, and we talked about that too.   We are going to really try to stop doing that kind of stuff!!  So we are doing real good now!!   

 But ya, some people tell me that because i am so young i dont know what love is!  But all i have to say who are they to tell me i dont know what i am feeling??? they arent feeling it... I AM!!!

well well well just blogn!! Today is ok... i mean well it is great actually so far!!! I talked to greg on yahoo im for ever!!! It was great!! I miss him so much!! And i finallyl got an interview today for the new smoothie place opening up down the street!!  Just lookn for something to keep me busy till my greg comes home!  I hope that it goes by so fast, and i think it will! 

but anyways wish me luck at my interview!!!!